Liverpool Street drinks.

Went on my date last night with City boy, short and sweet, is that a good thing he said he had work the next morning which at the time seemed perfectly acceptable especially after three large glasses of white wine and an empty stomach. Although when I write it all down now it does seem that actually thats a bit of a poor show. Understandably he has a busy job but I met him just before six and came home just after nine.

As we both had several drinks the conversation did flow, easily in fact and he asked to see me on Friday, however after a minor conversation today that wasn't mentioned. Although he did look up train tickets for Kent which can be seemed as overindulgent especially if he doesn't plan on coming anywhere near kent. its barely happening aptly named the Garden of England for a reason.

BUT I am completely okay with this as there are plenty of fish in the sea and I promised myself this year that I won't get caught up in all of this during 2011. We shall see I suppose.

We did kiss which was as delicious as I remembered it. So that is a plus.

I have decided tomorrow will be the day that I repack my bags for said return to kent which is approaching.

nice life.

ha.

Long Time, No Speak.

Completely failed the approach that was to post everyday.

I posted once, which is tragic.

City man is on the scene. More background than foreground. Times have changed since our last meeting and so have I.

Now I have begun uni the constant stream of men that have exhausted my attention seems endless and after messing around with many of them I am finally settled into seeing a few guys non exclusively, and sleeping with none of them.

No excuses for the ludicrous behaviour in which I have divulged in in the last few months but as off 2011 and the spoken resolution I am going to change and break the nasty habit that is 'men'.

Myself and the two best ladies have booked a holiday to Thailand for April which of course means a 'fit not fat' approach is needed and after buying several size too small bikinis in the Selfridges Sale that of course means that this plan of action is in force as of today.

City man and I took a break in early october and have been speaking regularly since, it seems that really it will be a good future investment, I also like him. which helps.

Surely dating casually with no options for being serious is a happy balance, if we both no where we stand this should make everything easier, if i do what i do at uni, and he does what he does when he's here, will it be fine? As long as we both make time to see each other and enjoy each others company. it has me thinking how far can a friendship last before we turn to sex as our last option of entertainment. If two people are really meant to be together can they withstand the temptation of bedroom activities for a prolonged period of time? Can two people fall in love without physical becoming involved? We will have to find out.

I am seeing him again on Wednesday.

When is enough,too much?

After breaking up with my boyfriend of two years recently,the road to singledom feels overwhelming. The break-up being amicable makes it harder to fully appreciate the ‘perks’ of being single. There are no tears or tantrums to be had, any excuse to get intoxicated or just generally sit with future husbands Ben and Jerry and watch endless chick flicks and box sets,whilst wearing tracksuits and greasy hair.

No none of that.

I have nothing to pass the time with. I’ve read all my magazines, i’ve been out with my girlfriends and have sorted through everything in my bedroom.Twice.

and still nothing.

I miss my boyfriend. therefore ensue a backward approach of making an excuse to see him.an excuse that ends up in my bed. twice.

Is an open relationship really an open relationship or is at excuse to be the inner whore that we all desperatly want to be?

I have a date lined up on Friday with a charming man who works in the city.

..Although i’m still sleeping with my ex boyfriend..i know this a genuine case of having my cake,eating it and then having another slice.